Monday, February 1, 2010

My whole life depends on grad school. Scratch that... God

I have been really stressed out about applying to Grad schools. It is this constant feeling of am I enough? Did I do enough? Were the last 5 years of my life puproseful? worthy?

But I have always strugged with the concept of God is in control. Coz i like to be in control. Why cant i just keep it that way? Because i am not God, I am human. Its slightly dissapointing.

I know ur ways know ur plans are higher. God wil lead my life although I feel  like without this career I am nothing. But i will remeber I am God's daugghter and that will prevail

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